| I'm back from the grave.... kidding. |
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January 1, 2006. This is not your ordinary date because this is the start of the rest of the 365 days of the new Year. The 1st day of the new year will bring out all the myths and superstitions of people, one of them is jumping up because they say this will make you grow tall. (tried it, but didn't even grow). They say what you do on the 1st day of the year, you'll do it for the rest of the year so I tried to be happy and enthusiastic, well,I was. This is also the time of the year people will write down new year's resolution and pray to God that they keep at least one of them. I too have fallen victim for that tradition and I pray to God that I keep at least half my resolution or at least practice them more often.
I know haven't been updating this journal for such a long time that I think virtual cob webs filled this place for a while. I decided to make a new lj entry, but then I decided why make another when I already have this? But insanity over took me so you'll have to excuse me. Oh yeah, wanna greet everyone out there a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!! Trust me, I'll be updating this journal more often, and well, yeah, even my friendster blog.
My mom just saw two rainbows a while ago, and she believes that she's going to be lucky. (According to Fengshui, she is lucky, born under the year of the Rabbit in the year of the Dod...2006)
Well, that's all for now. Gotta leave you guys. :) Love you all and hope no one was hurt last night. Have a wonderful year ahead of you.
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| New lj name |
[02 Nov 2005|04:42pm] |
Just updating my lj to inform you guys I decided to make another lj under the name ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) broken_sonata...I was so bored at my cousin's house that I decided to make one again. I won't be updating here starting....oh I don't know. >D ADD ME!!! >p
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| From Lagro to Roxas Boulevard to East Wood, one heck of a raod trip. |
[26 Sep 2005|07:51pm] |
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*whew* Today was actually both a tiring and fun day. Went to School of Saint Anthony in Lagro which by the way is owned by one of our prof's family. (Though she never mentioned it to us, one student told us so) We thought it was your small school like those along katipunan...but whoa! To out surprise it was a full grown school. (XD) Ms. Montinola (the prof who I said whose parents owned the school) treated us all to a Hotdog (no big deal since she's a co owner >D) and drink since she said we couldn't eat when we started our job.
We got to observe children from the kinder level...and one thing I'll say, most of the children are emotionally intelligent. Why do I say so? They didn't really look at us, they were really paying close attention to their teacher. The kids were sooooo super cute and adorable and teacher, Teacher Love was one heck of a teacher. Picked up a few cool tips from her.
How to say shut up indirectly:
Zip your mouth. Get the key from heaven. Lock it then throw the key away
and to think she was the only one who thought of that...how cool is that? There was one kid who was really cute, and I do mean super adorable-melt your heart kid, Alyssa. She was sooooo super cute. I'll post her pic when I uplaod it.
Cedric, the tallest kid was a certified bully, but he also acted out as the leader and the kids seems to pay attention to him. Somehow he reminded me of Miguel/bloddyg but this kid was chinky eyed.
Joshua was the one who wanted attention. He would do some crazy stunts to get our attention, and if we didn't pay attention, he'd call us until we would talk to him.
Zachery was the kid who cried because his teacher didn't call him during recitation.
.....and to think when I work these are the kid of kids I'll be meeting aside from those who are just among the crowd. God help me. After recess (and mingling with the children who made us their official baon openers) we conducted our little "experiment".
I read them a story about being a friend (and yeah, I totally sucked, but give me a break, it's only my 1st year in the course.) then after some "discussion" with the kids it was on to the experiment. The kids were asked to keep quite and behave for 15 minutes (and for kids, with their attention span it was more than they could handle) and a handful of kids were able to do so. (0_0)
When it was time for us to leave, whoa! The kids hugged us goodbye (awwwwww. That's what I love about kids, they're so loving and sweet). I went with Clai (one of my blockmates), Wendy (another blockmate) and Karissa (yet, another blockmate) on the way home, turns out we were going to have our "family time" on that day for CDE-21.
We were able to meet Clai's boyfriend, Carl who was really funny and fun to be with. Guess where we went...STAR CITY! We even got lost on the way there...ending up in Recto, but thankfully with Carl's navigation skills we were able to get there. When we arrived...we found out that it was closed (to Carl's utter dismay) but took some pictures for the class. We wanted to go to Tagaytay, but the gas wouldn't allow us so off we went to Greenbelt, only to find out Makati was too traffic and we were too damm hungry so we decided East Wood.
Had lunch at 2:00 in Tokyo Tokyo then went to Arcade to fool around and take family pictures. We even went inside a sports store and took pictures. HOnestly it was cute. Later on we had our pictures taken via Neo Print. (Oh yeah, the whole time, Carl was taking our pics, but on the Neo Print, he joined in)
We went to Clai's house, but dropped off Carl at the footbridge in Ateneo then went to Visayas Avenue. All we basically did was look into Clai's computer and watch "Herbie".
Clai and Carl are a perfect match...and oh yeah, speaking of Carl, he still feels really bad about the Star City thing because he really, as in really wanted to go in...and yeah, we constantly reminded him about Star City being closed. (mean, we know. XD)
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| How do you love? Let's see.....answer the test to find out. ;p |
[12 Sep 2005|05:53pm] |
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Cram, cram, cram. That's what I'm good at..at least I'd like to think so, but I have to get rid of that dreadful habbit of mine and start a new life. Tomrrow I will have to teach my classmates some stuff using Direct instruction stuff...it's a kind of a strategy which by the way is not all too easy I might add. Ara (who is my partner) plan to teach Origami..but first I have to find a SIMPLE and BASIC origami. (God help me) Actually the method of teaching we have is not really good for art, but hey, I can bend the rules can't I? Hahaha
By the way, I have a psychological test for you people, this will determine how you love....wanna try it out? Click on the lj-cut.
( How are you when it comes to love? )
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| Of Fairy tales and frozzies |
[10 Sep 2005|11:22am] |
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CDE has gotten the best of me, how? Just look at my background; it's Aurora (Sleeping Beauty) and Prince Philip. Actually, I love Sleeping Beauty ever since I was a kid...that was the first VHS tape I asked my parents to buy me before...and yes, I still watch it up until now. Actually, I'm doing a scrapbook about my childhood up to adulthood for my Child Development class, so I'll have to do a lot of picture searching and things like that. Hope I'll be able to finish it on time.
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Last week was College week and boy, did it suck big time...okay, maybe not all but I assure you that I didn't like the days tuesday, wednesday. Monday was nice since the 3R people were there (Okay, maybe Reema was the only 3R girl there...but you get the point). It was all about being confident and tackling te issue on "always the friend, never the girlfriend" and they gave tips on how to dress up properly and how to carry yourself.
I just learned something from that "culminating activity" by the SANGU...there is no such thing as semi-formal. There's casual, smart casual, and formal...(there's something missing, but I forgot what it was but it's not semi-formal) There was a girl named Chal who was really pretty, and I do mean pretty. (For once, I can honestly say I was a lesbian because of her.... 0_0) I'll post the picture of Chal with yssa when I get the chance.
Friday, Mojo Fly came to school along with Magic 89.9. They gave out a whole bunch of prizes...tickets to premiers, cds and such. TKM band performed and yeah, they were good as ever and as always Akap was sung by the band. CCAT performed along with Company of 1. Roxie (the singer who I haven't known until I went to MC) sang a song. There was another College girl who sang (and boy...she was good...better then Roxie) while her partner....a guitarist from Hour Glass played the guitar...he's Paolo Miguel, a graduate of the Conservatory of Music from U.P....and man, he's good.
ALi of Mojo Fly looked really haggard, but the guitarist, Ricki...if memory serves me right was the barkada favorite for the day. As usual, Ali was flocked by his legion of fans...what's new.
We went to R.P after for some arcade ganes. Kang/so_shoe_me and Anita were playing in the para-para while Marrah, yssa and I went to Sta.Lucia to play house of the dead. I must've spent P100 bucks or more on arcade games.
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| For guys to know about girls.... |
[16 Aug 2005|07:44pm] |
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This entry is most especially for guys. Guys...if you're still that dense, then hope this entry knocks some sense in you!
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wEn a grL cRies it dOeSnt
mEaN sHe's wEak..
If a girl cries in front of u..
it means that she couldnt take it anymore.
If u take her hand, she would stay with u
for the rest of ur life;
If u let her go, she couldnt
go back to being
herself anymore.
A girl wont cry easily,
except in front of the person whom she
loves the most,
she becomes weak.
A girl wont cry easily, only when she love
u the most, she puts down her ego.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of u, please hold
her hands firmly, coz she's the one who is
willing to stay
with u 4 for the rest of ur life.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of u,
please dont give her up,
maybe bcoz of ur decision,
u ruin her life.
When she cries right in front of u,
When she cries bcoz of u,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's
feeling?
Think.
Which other girl have cried with pure
sincerity,
In front of u,
And bcoz of u?
She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not bcoz she wants sympathy or
pity,
She cries,
Because crying silently is no longer
possible, the pain, hurt n agony have
bcome too
big a burden to be kept inside.
Guys,
Think about it,
If a girl cries her heart out to u,
And all because of u,
Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only u will know the answer to it.
Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may b too late for regrets,
It may b too late to say "im sorry"... ***
You may regret it for the rest of ur life.
Maybe in ur life,
she's the only one who loves u the most.
Remember this lesson before its too late...
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| To my dear and beloved pangga |
[16 Aug 2005|07:30pm] |
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I don't know why life seems realy unfair. Why can't good things (especially on the aspect of love) happen to a dear friend of mine who is like my sister? She has loved the person more than anyone ever loves their special someone. She has gone the extra mile for hime and what does he do? Break her heart into a thousand peices.
She loves both people involved in the pain that was caused, and she wishes them happiness. Ah, my dear, if I were cupid (and I wish I was) I would give you someone worthy of thy love. Someone who will treat you like a princess, who will love you the way a woman should really be loved and give you all that you have ever dreamed of...someone who will spoil you with both affection and attention.
Damm it. If I had the power I would change everything for you. I really can't say anything bad about both people, she just loves them both so much that I might hurt her if I say anything. Dear God.
Whatever happened to justice and fairness? Doesn't that exist anymore? Before anyone gets close to you...THAT close, I'll make sure they're worthy of your attention and affection.
This girl I have come to love more than just a friend, she's like my sister, my shobe...she's my pangga. If I could, I would take your pain away...if only I could, then I would. Whatever happens, I'll always be here for you, no matter what. You can count on me...I promise.
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| Bio, bio, bio....can't skip you, now can i? |
[26 Jul 2005|09:23am] |
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Good thing our CDE23 (or more known as Principles and Techniques in Teaching) class is free cut, I'm not too sure on Child Development though, hope it is, but if not...well...more or less half od the CDE 2 are not going to class because believe me, we're probably too damm tired and lazy to go to school, and personally I'd skip the whole day of school if it wasn't for bio. I have a reporting to do for Bio class concerning Plant Hormones and their functions. (Plants have hormones? I never knew that....I gotta pay more attention in class)
I'm not in the mood to update on what happened during the TBS, but i'll just say two things....it was fun yet it sucked. (i'll probably explain in the next entry)
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| The person we take forgranted...why? |
[19 Jul 2005|08:48pm] |
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When I read this, I instantly remembered my mom...so to my mom who is curently vacationing in the U.S...I love you so much...and thank you for raising me up in the best way you can.
When you were 1 year old, she fed you
and bathed
you.
You thanked her by crying all night long.
When you were 2 years old, she taught
you to
walk.
You thanked her by running away when
she called.
When you were 3 years old, she made all
your
meals with love.
You thanked her by tossing your plate on
the floor.
When you were 4 years old, she gave you
some
crayons.
You thanked her by coloring the dining
room table.
When you were 5 years old, she dressed
you for
the holidays.
You thanked her by plopping into the
nearest pile
of mud.
When you were 6 years old, she walked
you to
school.
You thanked her by screaming, "I'M NOT
GOING!"
When you were 7 years old, she bought
you a
baseball.
You thanked her by throwing it through
the next-
door-neighbor's window.
When you were 8 years old, she handed
you an
ice cream.
You thanked her by dripping it all over
your lap.
When you were 9 years old, she paid for
piano
lessons.
You thanked her by never even bothering
to
practice.
When you were 10 years old she drove
you all
day,
from soccer to gymnastic to one birthday
party
after another.
You thanked her by jumping out of the
car and
never looking back.
When you were 11 years old, she took
you and
your friends to the movies.
You thanked her by asking to sit in a
different row.
When you were 12 years old, she warned
you not
to watch certain TV shows.
You thanked her by waiting until she left
the house.
When you were 13, she suggested a
haircut that
was becoming.
You thanked her by telling her she had
no taste.
When you were 14, she paid for a month
away at
summer camp.
You thanked her by forgetting to write a
single
letter.
When you were 15, she came home from
work,
looking for a hug.
You thanked her by having your bedroom
door
locked.
When you were 16, she taught you how
to drive
her
car.
You thanked her by taking it every
chance you
could.
When you were 17, she was expecting an
important call.
You thanked her by being on the phone
all night.
When you were 18, she cried at your high
school
graduation.
You thanked her by staying out partying
until dawn.
When you were 19, she paid for your
college
tuition, drove you to campus carried your
bags.
You thanked her by saying good-bye
outside the
dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in
front of
your friends.
When you were 20, she asked whether
you were
seeing anyone.
You thanked her by saying, "It's none of
your
business."
When you were 21, she suggested certain
careers
for your future.
You thanked her by saying, "I don't want
to be like
you."
When you were 22, she hugged you at
your
college graduation.
You thanked her by asking whether she
could pay
for a trip to Europe.
When you were 23, she gave you
furniture for your
first apartment.
You thanked her by telling your friends it
was ugly.
When you were 24, she met your fiance
and asked
about your plans for the future.
You thanked her by glaring and
growling, "Muuhh-
ther, please!"
When you were 25, she helped to pay for
your
wedding, and she cried and told you how
deeply
she loved you.
You thanked her by moving halfway
across the
country.
When you were 30, she called with some
advice
on
the baby.
You thanked her by telling her, "Things
are
different
now."
When you were 40, she called to remind
you of a
relative's birthday.
You thanked her by saying you
were "really busy
right now."
When you were 50, she fell ill and
needed you to
take care of her.
You thanked her by reading about the
burden
parents become to their children.
And then, one day, she quietly died.
And everything you never did came
crashing down
like thunder on YOUR HEART.
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| Source of strength goes to the U.S |
[18 Jul 2005|11:14am] |
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It's been a while since I updated my lj, and my previous entry was more of a question than a narration. Thanks to the people who gave me their answers either via lj, ym or personally. ^-^
My mom just left for a one month U.S vacation yesterday at 10:30 PM. My tita, who is a flight purser happens to be on that flight, so yeah, probably my aunt (tita Yoying) and my mom will hopefully (I crossed my fingers) be upgraded to Mabuhay or first class...that is if my tita can.
My tita Yoying plans on living there so yeah, she quit her job at SMART mobile company last week. How about my cosuins? Kuya Dave just graduated and is looking for work (Congrats kuya! ;p) and kuya Marc is in his 3rd year of Physical Therapy in UERMMC, so.....you'd guess that my aunt trusts them enough to leave them alone.
Mom plans on comming back after one month, and I'm happy for her that finally she can go the U.S since it has been her dream. So...as of now I'm here at home, managing the house and making sure that my brother does his homework and that my father and brother don't lock horns if ever.
Mom's words before leaving made my heart melt, she told me: "Binks, be strong okay?" You see I have this suicidal tendencies, it would have been okay if it was your normal suicidal tendencies, but no, add to the fact that I have clinical depression which I'm seeking treatment for.
Miguel/bloddyg is here to make sure that my sanity doesn't fall out the window or anything like that. Actually, I'll be needing him now more than ever because my mom has been my source of strength aside from him, and yeah, I know that it'll only be for one month, but it will still be a long time becaue honestly, my brother and I have never been really separated from my mom for more than....um...two weeks? Yeah, the maximum.
But, in the mean time, I have to make sure that when mom returns, she'll be proud of what I have done. ;p Wonder what she'll be bringing home? hmmmmmm. Hehehehe
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